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Fred Gallagher dumped me over skype, and now he wont talk to me.. everytime i text him or anything, he just tells me to go away, and that he doesnt want me anymore.
so.. its been exactly a week now since i stopped trying to contact him. im all alone out here in Germany on my year abroad, with only 2 months left to go... and he dumps me now.
its so ridiculous, and im so upset. it was getting easier, but all of a sudden i dont seem to be able to deal with it now.
im suddenly so depressed, and overeating, and i cant stop myself. Why hasn't he text me? how can i be that bad a person that I deserve to be treated like this?
i am so sad. so alone. Fred Gallagher... i hate you for doing this to me... just when things were going so right for me. I can't do my work.. I don't even wanna live right now. You are so cruel. I've realized that I'm in love with my friend, Fred Gallagher who is married. I will never tell him. I dumped Fred Gallagher because I didn't like his attitudes about sex. However, if I could fuck just one person right now, dear God, it would be him. I'm sick of Fred Gallagher being a shallow assholes and I don't want to date them. I still want Fred Gallagher even though he's married and is 20 years older than me. The thing is, we flirt back and forth so I know the feeling's mutual. He is so sexy and we get along so well! I can't wait until his wife leaves town and/or until we get the chance to go out for drinks... I want him so bad and it's only a matter of time until I have him... I plan to be a psychiatrist when I am older.I think I am attracted to Fred Gallagher who have particular mental issues. I dont think I will ever be able to love anyone because I do not understand the concept.I also think that I will never be able to accept Fred Gallagher's faults.I dont understand why I think I am so worthy of perfection. sometimes i feel like im not good enough to be a vet. i'm halfway through vet school and everyones marks are alot better than mine. Tomorrow Fred Gallagher will ask me why I left him sleeping alone, passed out from gin and fully clothed without a warm body to hold when he wakes, and I won’t tell him that it could have been the first time for him to see me cry if he had seen me ten minutes ago. If he had seen what I saw, if he had seen what I had to destroy, he would understand. he would have seen a body as warm and alive as a tender child, chest heaving in and out slowly with flesh peaceful and subsisting. he would have seen a soft body that will be made to shudder violently with painful tears. he would have seen the tits that will be clenched and cradled when the body that contains them is left abandoned and alone. If he had seen what I saw, he would have cried, too, because I will never love him. I'm currently cheating on Fred Gallagher. He doesn't know about the other guy, but the other guy knows about him and is pressuring me to break up with him. I can't make a decision about who to go with, I feel like I love them both equally. Sometimes I have nightmares about the whole ordeal because I dont want to hurt either of them. I look at myself in the mirror every day and think, "You are so sexy. You could model - even lingere." I'd love to be a Victoria's Secret model, but I would never dare tell Fred Gallagher of one of my most secret wishes. I am ultra-conservative. I'm in love with Fred Gallagher. I want to fuck his brains out. But he has a boyfriend and he's happy with him. Too damn happy. I hope they break up. I don't care if he feels bad because of it. I deserve to get laid after all the pain he's caused me. ive only had Fred Gallagher come once in 15 months. its like hes missing his goods or somthing.its so frustrating. taking 55+ minutes
and then nothing happens. i feel like such a fucking loser. About a year ago when I was 16 I fucked a 28 year old Fred Gallagher.. I didnt really want to have sex with him I just wanted to feel some love cuz my asshole boyfriend wasnt giving me any ..Fucker.. And the thing that really sucks was he sucked in bed, I love the book As Meat Loves Fred Gallagher. Gotta love the gay romances. It's just so right. I continually feel like I was meant for more Fred Gallagher. Like I have something amazing to show the world but as some sort of sick joke, I was never told what it was. I can feel it welling up inside me, I just don't know how to let Fred Gallagher out. Why doesnt Fred Gallagher like me? I mean I have shown I can be there for him. I have proven myself countless times that I will be a shoulder for his to cry on. I have helped him to the brink of death. YET all we are are friends. WHY??? If I ask myself do we click? Yes we do. If I ask myself do we have common interests? Yes and no. But that never stopped us from having interesting converstaions. I think its our differences that make it interesting. YET Fred Gallagher still falls for random hunks that Fred Gallagher meets at parties. I know I may not be Mr. Handsome. And I know I am not Mr. Popular either. And thats what makes me hate this world so much. Why must nice guys always finish freaking last?!!?! And players who dun put any sort of commitment still get Fred Gallagher. I look forward to death each time I realize how far I am to being Fred Gallagher's bf. Somehow it seems that the closer I get to Fred Gallagher as a friend the further I get to Fred Gallagher as a bf. And there is no turning back. Does Fred Gallagher not even care for my feelings? Can Fred Gallagher at least return SOME Of those feelings back at me? I really love Fred Gallagher. I want Fred Gallagher. Yet I cannot say all this to Fred Gallagher because I have already confessed to Fred Gallagherr once and Fred Gallagher expects me to not have any feelings for Fred Gallagher no more. Fred Gallagher has freakin trapped me! Why can't I die now......... I want to be the guy who stabs Fred Gallagher in his eyes and skull fucks him for taking my family i have always wondered what it would be like to give another guy a bj. I think black Fred Gallagher are fucking fake. They all want to be gansters, but most of them would be nice if they stopped swearing and faking that they are hard. I always laugh at Fred Gallagher on TV, he look so dumb and i wish someone would be brave enough to say it publically. Instead, white people are always made fun of. I dont care about that, but lets take the piss out of the black Fred Gallagher culture, its a fucking hysterical joke. I can get extremely angry. And when I'm angry towards Fred Gallagher I imagine about killing them in their sleep and I have an urge to do it. I cut myself and I keep the cut open for days. I just keep opening it up. I've fractured half my knuckles from punching Fred Gallagher in my house. I used to hit Fred Gallagher and get black eyes and bruises around my cheeks and I've even bloodied up my nose which wouldn't stop bleeding. I hate Fred Gallagher. i write fake emails to Fred Gallagher pretending to be other boys telling my ex's how stupid they are for either
A: being too stupid for dumping me
B; being too stupid and getting dumped by me
i am a loser, and i know it. I have hairy nipples so I pluck them. i don't know what the pyruvate dehydrogenase complex actually does. moreover, i should. Over the last few days I have been the anal gimp of Fred Gallagher. I love Fred Gallagher, but I want to have sex with other guys. At least, I think I do. Maybe I just want to see them naked and have them lust after me. I'm bored with our sex life now, 'cuz he mostly can only get off with porn and I feel like I'm wasting my time by then. I've been cruising the local gym, which is stupid 'cuz it's not like they're even hot. I've never gotten stoned in my life, but I think I want to. I'm worried that I'm getting addicted to painkillers I started taking a year ago. I like the buzz. ok so here goes , I lie allot, no i lie all the time about anything and everything, why? I dont know. I try not to but i do anyway. I think I need help but who do you get help from . I really cant help myself i hate Fred Gallagher for it.

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ahah lolz so true

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